Disappointment In Friends

Hello again, my name’s Ayla and boy do I have a story for you! (E d g y cover photo, I know I know.) 

So, my best friend decides to befriend a guy who’s hurt him twice…Rooky mistake! I’m not going to lie, it’s been hard not to just shout and scream about it, but it does nothing. It just makes you sad and lonely in the end.

Before I go any further, IF ANYONE IS GIVING OFF A NEGATIVE VIBE, DROP THAT HOE. Okay, back to the story.

My best friend, that I’ve known for 10 years, has dropped me for a guy he’s known for 5 months, wowie! That’s friendship for you.

I’m genuinely a nice person, I don’t freak out at people that much but if I do, there’s hell to pay! I will hurt anyone, without hesitation! I’m a very confusing girl, my actions are  unpredictable. 

But this guy actually used to be my friend, until he said he hated me beaches I didn’t particularly like his girlfriend. Then he outs a friend of mine to someone he hasn’t know for long (Outting means, telling people someone’s transgender when they don’t want other to know.) He doesn’t learn from his mistakes. 

I freaked out and full on lost my shnitzle, I gave a lot of good reason on why I was right in the argument and somehow people still think it’s my fault! The guy says he wants to be friends, but now, it’s hard to comprehend what he’ll do next! I hope people see how much of a fake person he is, I’ve tried to make them see, but no joy. 

But this is a quick brief look into it, I’ll tell you about it more soon. 

If you’re stuck in this position, don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself. Being right is defiantly a good thing, take it. Use it in your power to show another what’s bad in one person, and how negative they are.

What I’ve learnt from this is, not everyone you’ve known for a long time is a friend that’ll last. Keep your head held high, don’t let anyone bring you down, and make sure you watch some ‘RIP Vines’ because they’re the absolute best, to cheer you up! 

That’s all for now, my fellow bloggers! I’ll see you all very soon, because I will be coming back! With bigger and better posts! I’ve decided to start fresh on my blog and take more time and effort into it all!

I did want to take a little break to set my mind straight on things that mattered. I have a lot going on and my heads all around the place! 

Take it easy, guys, gals and non-binary pals! 

BritishGirlOnline, Going Offline…xxx


Boy Problems!

Second Post!

So it’s been an eventful week, AND IT’S ONLY WEDNESDAY. (EDIT: Thursday now, couldn’t even finish a paragraph. YOU HAD ONE JOB AYLA!)tumblr_mztqbxhBYc1ql8z0bo4_400.gif

You know that one guy in the same class your in or you just see him roaming around school? Well, I have a bit of a crush on that kinda guy. Let’s just call him Mystery Guy for now. Now this is going to be a shocker BUT we used to be best friends, likes BEST friends. I won’t go into anything too deep but here’s the story line.

We met when we were 3-4, our mums became really close friends and we lived on the same street. We used to play and hang out EVERYDAY like I’m talking everyday. We had sleepovers, went to festivals/camping together, we were basically inseparable. Until about 5 years ago something tragic happened and he and his family moved to a different side of the city I lived in, (It’s not a huge city, but we never saw eachother again). Until about 4 months ago when I moved to a new school! Now I knew he went to this school from a friend of mine who remembered him, but I didn’t think we’d be in one of the same classes. So I sit in the next row behind him on the left side and he’s in the middle seat. So I’m close enough to admire him. But let’s get into the INTERESTING things! I’ll explain the things I’ve said to him.

Me: Hey N? Are any of those my book?


The Next Time:

Me: Hey N? Could you put the counters at the front please?

MG: Yeah, sure.

And another time we were in a different maths room since our maths room was in exams of Year 10s and 11s. So we went to a different room and I was in the front row and on the right side of the room and he was on the left side a few rows back, and all lesson we just kept glancing at eachother but said nothing. Another time we were in the computer room and there were two seats at the back next to eachother and I couldn’t find a closer one to my friend so I went to pick one of those chairs and he picked the chair beside me but he was with his friend so I just stood there wide eyed and we looked at eachother for a couple seconds and he went to another chair, I would’ve said they could have the chairs if my anxiety hadn’t taken over. We see eachother in the halls, because I’m clumsy and ALOT of people pusha and shove I ususally bump into him and say sorry about a million times. But hey, that’s just the butterflies right? But i’ll keep you updated! I’m also getting my hair done Saturday, I’m going back brown since my hair is unhealthy with all the blonde, meh whatever. Talk with you guys soon, bye!

BritishGirlOnline, till next time xx