Disappointment In Friends

Hello again, my name’s Ayla and boy do I have a story for you! (E d g y cover photo, I know I know.) 

So, my best friend decides to befriend a guy who’s hurt him twice…Rooky mistake! I’m not going to lie, it’s been hard not to just shout and scream about it, but it does nothing. It just makes you sad and lonely in the end.

Before I go any further, IF ANYONE IS GIVING OFF A NEGATIVE VIBE, DROP THAT HOE. Okay, back to the story.

My best friend, that I’ve known for 10 years, has dropped me for a guy he’s known for 5 months, wowie! That’s friendship for you.

I’m genuinely a nice person, I don’t freak out at people that much but if I do, there’s hell to pay! I will hurt anyone, without hesitation! I’m a very confusing girl, my actions are  unpredictable. 

But this guy actually used to be my friend, until he said he hated me beaches I didn’t particularly like his girlfriend. Then he outs a friend of mine to someone he hasn’t know for long (Outting means, telling people someone’s transgender when they don’t want other to know.) He doesn’t learn from his mistakes. 

I freaked out and full on lost my shnitzle, I gave a lot of good reason on why I was right in the argument and somehow people still think it’s my fault! The guy says he wants to be friends, but now, it’s hard to comprehend what he’ll do next! I hope people see how much of a fake person he is, I’ve tried to make them see, but no joy. 

But this is a quick brief look into it, I’ll tell you about it more soon. 

If you’re stuck in this position, don’t be afraid to stand up for yourself. Being right is defiantly a good thing, take it. Use it in your power to show another what’s bad in one person, and how negative they are.

What I’ve learnt from this is, not everyone you’ve known for a long time is a friend that’ll last. Keep your head held high, don’t let anyone bring you down, and make sure you watch some ‘RIP Vines’ because they’re the absolute best, to cheer you up! 

That’s all for now, my fellow bloggers! I’ll see you all very soon, because I will be coming back! With bigger and better posts! I’ve decided to start fresh on my blog and take more time and effort into it all!

I did want to take a little break to set my mind straight on things that mattered. I have a lot going on and my heads all around the place! 

Take it easy, guys, gals and non-binary pals! 

BritishGirlOnline, Going Offline…xxx

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The Sunshine Blogger Awards! 

Hey guys! 

So, I’ve been nominated for ‘The Sunshine Blogger Awards!’. I’m so excited to be in on all of this! 

I’d like to thank @simplylife77 or ‘Anna’ for nominating me for the award. I very much appreciate it all, and absolutely am thrilled with the news. 

I wasn’t too sure about where to put the questions and answers so I’ll be putting the questions in the post. 

I’m not going to be nominating anyone since I haven’t known that many people on here, so sorry beans! 

But here we go! 

 1. What’s your current obsession(s)?
A: Probably YouTube, Blink-182 and comfy hooodies.

 2. What’s something you really regret from your past? 

A: Being an absolute b**** to my mum, and not standing up for myself.

 3. If you were any food, what food would you be? (idk anymore. that was extrememly random😂😂😂)

A: Probably a mango, not sure why.

 4. If you could choose your age forever, what age would you choose and why?

A: I feel like 16 or 20 would be the best ages.

 5. Would you rather travel a century into the future or a century into the past? Why?

A: Probably into the future, too see how society has destroyed the world, and then I can see what not to do in time.

 6. What’s your favorite flavor of icecream?

A: Ben and Jerry’s cookie dough! ^-^

 7. What’s one of your biggest pet peeves?

A: People trying to squeeze their way into my friend group.

 8. If you changed your name, what would you change it to? Or would you keep you original name?

A: In my first blog I did say that Ayla wasn’t my real name. I don’t like using my real name online for privacy reason because my name is unusual. BUT, I would love to change my name to Ayla. 

 9. Unlimited money or unlimited fame/friends?

A: Unlimited money, Greece here I come! 

 10. Cats or dogs?

A: I absolutely love both animals, but I do prefer dogs!

 11. What’s your ideal weather?

A: For summer, a nice hot sunny day with no clouds in the sky, and a cool breeze once in a while. For the winter, snow galore, an open fire and I’m snug in my hoodie. 
That’s it for the questions! 

Please check out @simplylife77 and go follow her account. She posts really good blogs and she’s super sweet! 

Check out the Sunshine Awards yourself and I’ll see you all soon! 

Until next time!

Britishgirlonline, Going Offline… xxx

Boy Problems!

Second Post!

So it’s been an eventful week, AND IT’S ONLY WEDNESDAY. (EDIT: Thursday now, couldn’t even finish a paragraph. YOU HAD ONE JOB AYLA!)tumblr_mztqbxhBYc1ql8z0bo4_400.gif

You know that one guy in the same class your in or you just see him roaming around school? Well, I have a bit of a crush on that kinda guy. Let’s just call him Mystery Guy for now. Now this is going to be a shocker BUT we used to be best friends, likes BEST friends. I won’t go into anything too deep but here’s the story line.

We met when we were 3-4, our mums became really close friends and we lived on the same street. We used to play and hang out EVERYDAY like I’m talking everyday. We had sleepovers, went to festivals/camping together, we were basically inseparable. Until about 5 years ago something tragic happened and he and his family moved to a different side of the city I lived in, (It’s not a huge city, but we never saw eachother again). Until about 4 months ago when I moved to a new school! Now I knew he went to this school from a friend of mine who remembered him, but I didn’t think we’d be in one of the same classes. So I sit in the next row behind him on the left side and he’s in the middle seat. So I’m close enough to admire him. But let’s get into the INTERESTING things! I’ll explain the things I’ve said to him.

Me: Hey N? Are any of those my book?

MG:No.

The Next Time:

Me: Hey N? Could you put the counters at the front please?

MG: Yeah, sure.

And another time we were in a different maths room since our maths room was in exams of Year 10s and 11s. So we went to a different room and I was in the front row and on the right side of the room and he was on the left side a few rows back, and all lesson we just kept glancing at eachother but said nothing. Another time we were in the computer room and there were two seats at the back next to eachother and I couldn’t find a closer one to my friend so I went to pick one of those chairs and he picked the chair beside me but he was with his friend so I just stood there wide eyed and we looked at eachother for a couple seconds and he went to another chair, I would’ve said they could have the chairs if my anxiety hadn’t taken over. We see eachother in the halls, because I’m clumsy and ALOT of people pusha and shove I ususally bump into him and say sorry about a million times. But hey, that’s just the butterflies right? But i’ll keep you updated! I’m also getting my hair done Saturday, I’m going back brown since my hair is unhealthy with all the blonde, meh whatever. Talk with you guys soon, bye!

BritishGirlOnline, till next time xx

Welcome!

Hi! I’m BritishGirlOnline and this is my blog, yes I know I managed to choose the same name as Zoe Sugg’s book, but honestly I had nothing else. Would you rather me be called APacketOfSkittles? I don’t think so. Anyway, I’m going to tell you a few facts ’bout me that you may want to know, if you’re reading this.

1. I don’t use my real name online, I usually go by a fake name, so I’ve decided that name will be: Ayla Defoy. Hopefully there’s no one called that but whatever. I don’t like my real name that much anyway.

2. My dream when I pass school is to become an actress or animal rescuer. From a young age I loved both those jobs, they were everything I loved, so hopefully I achieve them!

3. I spend my life on the internet, I watch YouTube, talk to internet friends, etc. I mean trying YouTube would be fun, I just don’t think I’m cut out for it, meh.

4. Memes are basically all of my feed. So I look at a lot of memes.

5. I support the LBGT+ community and I’m against racism, sexism and any kind of ism. I hate Donald Trum, you can probably tell.

6. My favourite bands and singers are Blink-182, My Chemical Romance, Twenty One Pilots, Scratch21, Melanie Martinez and Dodie Clark. I know, how original for a 13 year old.

7. I read ALOT of books. I’ve been reading a lot of books through this year and last year, it helps my sadness and anger, it takes me too a fantasy world that I adore.

8. I ADORE aesthetics, my style is more vintage and grungy, very confusing but I love it!

9. I will not be showing my face, please don’t search up my other social media cause that’s just not cool my dude.

10. Finally! I will be posting about my life events and life lessons that happen when I go through my week, ’cause my life is PRETTY eventful!

That’s it from me, speak to you soon people of the internet. Good day!

BritishGirlOnline, Gone For Now xxx

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