I Did It! (Finally)



Guess what I did..

But before I get into this, happy 4th of July America!

BUT, back to the point, you’re not even ready for this..


*insert happy me dancing furiously*

OKAY, I’ll talk you through it all!

SO! Today (On the 4th of July. Conspiracy? I think NOT) at lunch, my friend R and my other friend D, decides to take me up to MG and his friends to ask him to talk to me privately. ONLY IT HAD GONE WRONG! My friends chickened out and decided to ask one of the boys in MG’S friendship group and ask MG to come up to me, except they twisted the story, to say that I like, like, him. (Fancy him basically, for all my fellow British peeps.) So, he thought it was a joke and said no to talking to me and that actually stung. So, I went to my 5th lesson as usual. I finished the day, and started to walk alone with MG in front of me going out the school gates.

As we both crossed the road, I finally decided to say something, in those 5 seconds, I had made a life changing decision, (Sort of I guess…FOR ME ANYWAY). I tapped him on the shoulder and this is when the conversation happened: *cue smiling me*


Me: Hey uh MG, sorry about my friends at lunch, they’re a bit awkward.

MG: It’s fine.

Me: Uh could I talk to you for a minute?

MG: Sure.

Me: Well, I don’t know if you remember me personally.

MG: I do. *smiles*

Me: Really?!

MG: Yeah.

Me: Wow uh, I know about the things that have happened, obviously, and I still talk to one of your Nan’s. You know the one who works at (I CAN’T SAY).

MG: Yeah!

Me: Well uh anyway, I didn’t know if you wanted to carry on with our friendship or..

MG: I don’t know *shrugs*.

Me: Oh..Okay.. *Stops talking cause I was very shaky and sad*

MG: Uh……bye.

Me: Bye…

AND THAT’S IT! I know, I could’ve been a bit more forward but anxiety was literally stopping me from saying a lot. I think it went well, I hope. But my anxiety has been a pile of squiggles lately, so my emotions have been sad and angry, damn you hormones! But all I can say is, keep your head high, and hope Shrek will make things better.

Also since I’m aggressive and angry, I might be joining a rugby and kickboxing group, I like fighting and pushing people over, (I don’t do this on a daily basis, don’t worry). Let’s pray I am able to get into a team!

Have you guys ever been in a situation like this? Leave your stories below!

Until next time!

BritishGirlOnline, Gone Offline xxx

Author: britishgirlonline

Hi! I'm Ayla, I started this blog for my crazy life. Join me on this ride of emotion, adventures, aesthetically pleasing photos, boy problems, friendships, books, advice, life lessons and more! Hope you stick around!

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